She said

When you thought you are strong even when he leaves you for his dream , but actually you are not, when physically, his not here with you...

Ola

Quote of the day :

Best way to know your woman when you are poor.
and best way to know a man when he is rich





^.^

Naja and 2011 ~ you rock my world

Berniat utk menjadi lebih teratur, xsepah2kan pakaian, bangun pagi dengan kadar segera selepas alarm pertama berbunyik (bukan alam kesepuluh) and berniat untuk lebih cekap dan disiplin dalam menyelesaikan kerja-kerja aku.


itu saja.


~ DISIPLIN ! kalo x , hidup akan tunggang langgang.
eamy kata, " 70% work and 30 % fun is what we should do.

and yes the results does show when we follow the above rules.


Azam satu lagi ~ nak gi berfoya2 kat overseas tapi bos tanggung suma belanja hehehe

Mahu , & Rasa

pernahkah kamu merasa apa yang aku rasa?

mahu buat semua,
mahu takhluk semua,
mahu makan semua,
mahu cinta semua,
mahu rindu semua,
mahu , mahu , mahu dan kehendak mahu yang tak berkesudahan.



keputusan bagaimana?
kepuasan bagaimana?
rasanya bagaimana?



mahu dan keputusan yg x kesampaian mengikut kehendak.
mahu dan rasa yang tidak cukup lazat inti kenikmatannya,
dan mahu juga cinta, rindu tidak selaras dengan jiwa, minda, akal yang langsung tidak kompromi.

tidak mahu mengalah.


jadi..mana satu?


kerja?belajar?ibu ? abah? cinta?

fesyen? muzik? tingkah laku? budaya?
*dan jutaan tebaran perkara yang mahu dan hendak dikerjakan, di gapai..



celaru....


jadi ? mahu apa? mana satu?

Swim

Diri?
Keras hati..mungkin.
Tidak apalah.
Mudah2an semuanya dipermudahkan.. ameen.

Berusaha ke arah yang lebih baik mungkin akan menarik minat sang pencemburu yang akan menghantui di jalanan kita.
Mengganggu gugat iman kita,
Menggoda rasa hati kita.

maka, aku sedang bertanya pada hati,
berdialog pada akal,
minta dipimpin minda dan jiwa,
semua jadi satu,
semua satu kata.


Harapan.. mengertilah......

Mr & Ms Diary 2005 -2010 , 25th

Dear Mr & Ms Diary


There you go...


the taught of you and me.......


I'm speechless.....mix......emotions.......life...........



Tears..


its ok...its ok...its ok....


then..




Lets walk.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34OhUAfx5-8&feature=channel

Revenge of Modesty

am devastated ,
am surprised
am stunt,




that old island of mine is no longer called mine,
no longer could i capture its beauty & calmness..seep into my hunger soul,


no more drifting in my sleep while I'm deep into books in the hammock,
no more sound coming from the ocean and land,


and i say no more.....




they took the privilege out of me.


a revenge of modesty.






~i'll shall seek a new playground, yet sure, not the same soul and memories..ever.. ~

The tracks of my tears

she hates to wait
she hates uncertainty.



So,
about you and me...


its a new life or its a gift from heaven and hell



about me and you....


its not over yet....



----Think straight , think wise ------ cuz I'm always be yours -------


not as a lover , but surely as a friend

Oh dear .. Thats not the shape of my heart

Life won't come to you unless you search for it and grab to it



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=037uSAIahho&feature=related

shape of my heart - sting

Low vs Diamond - I'll be

I'd just realized that I'm a grown up now.sight heh




well..banyak gile ilmu baru yg dipelajari since 2 minggu keja ni.
bukan stakat tu, kena lecture lagi dgn pelbagai jenis org .
apa pun I'll take it sbb watkan aku bertambah syukur bos aku nk bg keja ni kt aku.heh

reminder: wat homework bebeh..(tula sapa suh main masa study dulu :D )

Jack sang his heart out with Me

oh you ..

Came to break me , Came to shake me

~ Im new to this world. Don't judge my sense of rasionality. i won't choose this job if i Could'nt give the best of what I have, what I Could Be.

Yes - i might fail during my attempt
No - i wont be the chicken shit

and hell yes ~ ATLEAST..... I WILL TRY MY BEST...


So naja and her beloved jack will conquer her new world with her heart & soul ~ Let's Rock n Roll bebeh ^.*

Mual

Mual dengan mereka-mereka yg sesuka hati makan duit org

Chenta Hatiku

ive been missing my ocean since ive learned Everything bout it.

Talk No Evil, See No Evil & Hear No Evil

its a big relief to choose the path that suits our soul.
bare the wave,
bare the wind.

I would say,

'Take me as I am and I'll walk through life with you'

during my job interview last 2 days,it took 2 hours long and the conversation keep on dragging between me and my future boss.
but it worth.

observed and learned.
talk less listen more.
dont pity urself cuz its mean the end of ur life.
stand up and face it.



-thanx to HIM.
HE always have mercy to each one of us.
"HE dont gave what i want, but HE gave what I need"- aizat razali


- ill shall rise upon me among us- Cheers ^.^

Bilamana kaki bergoyang mata terpejam

bila hati sudah rindu..macam2 mahu
bila otak sudah tepu..semua jadi buntu.

aku kilas ke kiri
ke kanan
bukan kosong lagi



warna semua terbias
telus , terang , tetap.
dalam hati

senyum ^.^



p/s: ya..aku rindu kamu

"I Can't Make You Love Me" [Bonnie Raitt]

back off from the right track. sometimes i felt like running thousand miles but as i look back to the leg who does all the running..its just stuck there.at the same pace..over and over again.


countless times i see u digging my mind
making hole that blind fold my eyes
Yet heart melted cuz I knew ur words is true
my mate my soul...
oh i just wanna fold u open
and wrap u around my heart.




but still..
what is life if its just another same old story happy moment - with happy ending story.
id rather cried over painful fears of my thought rather than i stuck up with the same old story over and over again.
hey! life's too short.make ur best,treat others the same as they will look at u and feel what u have inside..they will..eventually.

being happy is not being alone
being happy is when u saw ur mom smiled at ur happiness
being happy is when u saw ur brothers and sisters quarrel and make fun towards each other, teasing as they cant get enough of u
being happy is simple
....
we share.
......


at the end..


it all depends on u.again.


ur mind
ur thought
ur heart
ur soul


just u



so dont put the blame on others .. feel it ... dare to take the responsibilities of what u have done.


with that. u own the right to feel happy.



my bro ed and her bride


couples for life-our new grandpa and granny ^.^

if i could live in NY

he said " aku terlanjur mencintai kamu "

ayat picisan..cet..main jauh2bole x...
sy tengah behave ni..hadeh!

p/s: sib baek thesis dh siap heh..bole blk ngn hati tenang..yippi!! ^.^

he thought im hallucinating

sib baek mamat gitaris akta angkasa tu berjaya memukau pandangan aku semasa dia tgh asyik klimaks dgn gitarnya masa show kt UMT semalam...

sib baek..sib baek...phewwww

i know i have to be cool
not cold..


blue eyes red heart
deep sees deep lost
but thy
HE heart my soul



eat your heart out ^.^

My words are not to be judged but adored if u pleased ^.*

flying elephants over opus city
when plato sings words will burn graciously..


he said'
"Wash your tongue with acid,
burn your throat and lungs with lightning rods,
Smear your lips with sinful solace,
Smash d guitar with anger and hate,
Sing u not !"


yup,
stubborn and hot tempered.




once Ive said it~ thats me.
take it or leave it . FULLSTOP .

risk upon me ~ u decide ^.*

and i will never say it again..cuz be careful of what ur wishing for.
of what uve saw,read and listened cuz all of it counts.


those things will give the whole new impact to you as u'll absorb all the unnecessary info's and ur mind, ur soul started to received it and sip trough it and make it one of your cells ~ ur d one who make who u are, who u decided to be ~



the sun's light stalking on me through the windows, eyes wide opened , and the heart beating faster than my running , as once i stumbled to knew that ur the one whose chassing over me..and by that glimpse we both fall upon the road and hit our mind out~ thats what i call love ^.*