The tracks of my tears

she hates to wait
she hates uncertainty.



So,
about you and me...


its a new life or its a gift from heaven and hell



about me and you....


its not over yet....



----Think straight , think wise ------ cuz I'm always be yours -------


not as a lover , but surely as a friend

"I Can't Make You Love Me" [Bonnie Raitt]

back off from the right track. sometimes i felt like running thousand miles but as i look back to the leg who does all the running..its just stuck there.at the same pace..over and over again.


countless times i see u digging my mind
making hole that blind fold my eyes
Yet heart melted cuz I knew ur words is true
my mate my soul...
oh i just wanna fold u open
and wrap u around my heart.




but still..
what is life if its just another same old story happy moment - with happy ending story.
id rather cried over painful fears of my thought rather than i stuck up with the same old story over and over again.
hey! life's too short.make ur best,treat others the same as they will look at u and feel what u have inside..they will..eventually.

being happy is not being alone
being happy is when u saw ur mom smiled at ur happiness
being happy is when u saw ur brothers and sisters quarrel and make fun towards each other, teasing as they cant get enough of u
being happy is simple
....
we share.
......


at the end..


it all depends on u.again.


ur mind
ur thought
ur heart
ur soul


just u



so dont put the blame on others .. feel it ... dare to take the responsibilities of what u have done.


with that. u own the right to feel happy.



my bro ed and her bride


couples for life-our new grandpa and granny ^.^

my rockin baby

of all obstacles..i couldnt bare my tears when i know yana was paralyzed.
shes still young and lively and how could shes gone from jumping around with me when i saw her that day during my surprise trip till i heard the news.."Shes stuck at the hospital and she cant walk"..

stumbled and could not say a word anymore...



the memories.... chasing over the kite, playing around with jokes and karaoke till we hardly have voice , shopping till we drop and yet shares our tears and laughter trough our lives..



she is damn strong girl and i could not resist my tears that were cheap and runs down like fall..


we are closed yet we are so far...
far from the God's fate..




for yana..
i heart u girl...
all my prayers goes for you..
i love u and ill always do...